Being Tested...

Lately I have been having people in circle try to test my abilities. I get so weary of it. Last night was one such circle.

It was a small circle with only a few people attending. It was private and one of the attendees had been to one of my circles before and had brought two work friends with her to experience "me" I guess. I could tell right away that they were skeptics.

While giving messages to one of them she offered the information that she was engaged...the other one got upset and tried to 'shush' her exclaiming..."I wanted her to tell you that!".

To tell you the truth people...I don't care if you think I'm any good or not. But I do care about games being played in my circles. Like the woman in another circle who asked me "was I at my father's bedside when he died?"...excuse me...but you don't know that? Or the other woman who asked me "what was my father's favorite song"....didn't she know? Or the people who just sit there with their arms crossed and grunt their responses. Or those who say "may....be..." long and drawn out to let me know that they will not answer the direct question. I ask questions to keep the energy going...not to get the answers from you.

I grow weary of it. When the testing starts the energy goes down or even stops so your inviting someone who is a skeptic doesn't help me or you. It ruins it. So please...don't invite someone just to see the "weirdo"....invite them because they believe and have a need to communicate with someone who loved them. Or didn't love them as some cases have been.

I am over "the testing" and next time it happens.....I will end the circle.....right there and then.